was this the worst day ever?

will life in band ever be the same again???...i don't think so..
mr er is leaving us..and this time i think he mean it..
he is disappointed in us..can tell..
but its not exactly our fault.. its all those people who come don't come..
anyway.. one of the temporay leader[i dont want to say out in case make people angry..]..
she/he scolded us like its all our fault.. i know major part was our fault but you all leader also got fault what.. you say untill like the reason mr er is leaving ALL BECAUSE OF US!!.. wth lor..
anyways..we have been quite commited to the band lor.. not really but at least we have been coming.. the people you should scold is those who never come lor.. whats the point in scolding us?!.. want make us angry only ar.. = ='' aiya.. ass.. don't say about this liao..
haiss..mr er has put in alot of effort in building up the band but what did we give in return?..
bad attendance... attitude prob[somepeople..]... not commited to the band...
and now that mr er is leaving.. some of us then try to think of plans to keep mr er.. while some were so happy..that no one will scold them liao.. but hor if mr er did not scold us.. we will be worse leh....we did not cherish him when he was still with us.. now that he is leaving.. whats the use of crying?.. [including me..=p] we cant do anything.. nothing we do or say would change mr er's mind i think.. so lets just accept the fact and be more hard working.. and dont give trouble to the next conductor.. though mr er is leaving us.. our passion for music should not end like this too..we should try to be better.. to not have the same result like today.. if this continues on.. sooner or later.. the band will close down.. hais.. but it will not be the same anymore.. no more funny jokes.. no more nothing.. what can we do now?.. we can only blame ourselves..
after today.. i suddenly felt .. i really dont want to lose the people around me.. i want to cherish them.. = ='' all those sounds lame but.. they are my true feelings.. =/ i really don't want to lose them.. =].. WE WILL MISS YOU MR ER =] THANK YOU FOR BITCHING US..we really needed that..

thank you mr er......
go-good bye mr er.....
g-god b-bless you mr err!!..
='(

tears..sheded..its..all..over.. =[
xuanle..
ending off..
loved..