FUCKING LIFe.
am i really considered in the group? am i really that insignificant? why am i stupidly following you guys like a dumbass when your dont even care about my opinion?
i have no rights to comment on you guys. but, here. i'm just typing what i felt. i dont want go trouble my friends with my frustration n problems.. my only way to vent my frustrations n problem is to either torture myself or to type in my blog. dont worry, torturing, doesnt include cutting of hands or poisoning stuffs, those are just plain stupid or plans for suicidal. today was the day which made me realise lots and lots of reality stuff. first of all, i think i'm not considered in the group as in like i dont feel belong in it. it feels like i'm just like volunteeringly forcing myself into the group.. sounds annoying? i think so too. and if you guys really treat me like part of the group.. you all should notice me, right? but not only did you notice the big obvious change in my face n attitude, and i feel so consistenly left out.. and when after school you all were planning to go where.. n stuff. you din really care about my opinion, right? you guys treat me like. for example. if no one want to go to do something you would ask me as i will pei you de.. and really i feel that way. and something today made me really feel that i my opinion dint really mind at all. i really dont know what to do. i know now complaining and stuff sound like one person and i know you guys will know who i am talking about.. but.. i dont care.. arghhhh.. you all start to hate me after this post i have nothing to say. i meant no harm.. i'm just here to SHOUT my problems out..
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
SUCKY LIFE!!
Lifes. Deaths. Living. Undead. Ghost. Humans. Love. Hatred. Jealously. Sucess. Failure. why did i type this things out?.. = = i dont know.. i'm lost in my own life. What The F*ck am i doing to myself? hais. i dont know what to feel to. with his behavior and stuff that he has. i dont know what to do our think or what ever shit. Failures, is my life. everything i do end up in OnE FAT HAIRY "FAILURE". i'm sick of it. and sick of studying too... but i cant stop studying i gotta think for my future!!.. hais. no mood. no spirit. no nothing. the once innocent mind is now filled with countless lies. countless rubbishs. countless tears. countless HARMFUL STuFFS.... this life suck. completely totally sucks!!!.... i hate it!!
i like you. i know i still do. but somehow, something is telling me to give up.. you aint those guys who hang with girls. you are hard to be connected to. but somehow i still managed to make a connection. somehow i think.. but i feel so stranger to you.. there is a but in everything i thought of.. hais life is just so so miserable and intolerable. AND completely SUCKS.
/end of my story.\
Still slowly wasting my time away............* clock ticking*
*i still like you. hope you know that.* faded whisper
the spark of light slowly fading..
i like you. i know i still do. but somehow, something is telling me to give up.. you aint those guys who hang with girls. you are hard to be connected to. but somehow i still managed to make a connection. somehow i think.. but i feel so stranger to you.. there is a but in everything i thought of.. hais life is just so so miserable and intolerable. AND completely SUCKS.
/end of my story.\
Still slowly wasting my time away............* clock ticking*
*i still like you. hope you know that.* faded whisper
the spark of light slowly fading..
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
WORK YA BRAINS~!!
Can you slam a revolving door?
What would happen if you found a four-leaf-clover under a ladder?
Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?
If winnie the pooh was civilized enough to keep his honey in jars, why did he eat it off his hands? Surely he had spoons?
What happens if you get a paper cut from a Get Well card?
Why does it say "shake well" on ketchup bottles, but not ketchup packets?
What shape is the sky?
Why is it written "May contain traces of peanuts or other kind of nuts" on peanut butter jars. Are people stupid enough not to realize it themselves?
If you only have one eye...are you blinking or winking?
If you have a gun and you ask, "can I ask you a question?" and they say "fire away" should you shoot them?
Whenever an adult is kidnapped why isn't it called adultnapped??
Why do blacklights look purple?
Why is it that people duck in the rain, do they really think the rain won't hit them?
If there's a hole straight through the earth, from the south pole to the north pole,
and you jump through it what would happen? would you keep falling forever, or fall back down when you get to the middle, or is it physically impossible?
Isn't it weird that if you rearange the word "teacher" you get "cheater"?
How come whenever you start to sing, you automatically sing in a higher voice than you talk?
If a pope goes to the bathroom, is it considered holy crap?
You know the saying "throw ya hands in the air like ya don't care"? why bother doing that if you dont care?
How come on TV the bell always rings and then the kids go to class, but in real life you need to be in class before the bell rings?
If you sneeze and fart at the same time, does a vacuum form in your stomach?
Does a baby feel the umbilical cord being cut off?
Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"?
If you dig a hole in the south pole are you digging up or down?
Why do people squint their eyes when they can't see? Wouldn't that just make it less space to see out of?
How come French fries are not considered a vegetable, they are just deep fried potatoes?
How come toy hippos are always blue, or purple, when real hippos are brown?
You know that little indestructible black box that is used on planes, why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance?
Can fat people go skinny-dipping?
You know how most packages say "Open here". What is the protocol if the package
says, "Open somewhere else"?
Would a fly without wings be called a walk?
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds?
Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car not called a racist?
How can the weather be cold as hell when hell is all fire and grimstones?
Does the little mermaid wear an algebra?
What should one call a male ladybird?
What would you use to dilute water?
Why is the alphabet in that order? Is it because of that song?
Why is it called a "building" when it is already built?
Why do we wash bath towels? Aren't we clean when we use them?
How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?
Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
Could someone ever get addicted to counseling? If so, how could you treat them?
Why does Donald Duck wear a towel when he comes out of the shower, when he doesn't usually wear any pants?
What would Cheese say if they got their picture taken?
If you're in hell, and are mad at someone, where do you tell them to go?
How does Santa get into a house that doesn't have a chimney?
Why do the ABC song, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, and Baa Baa Black Sheep all have the same tune?
Is Disney world the only people trap operated by a mouse?
How can something be new and improved? if it's new, what was it improving on?
Why is it good to be a Daddy's girl, but bad to be a Momma's boy?
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
If you fed a bee nothing but oranges, would it start making marmalade?
Why is it that when a person tells you there's over a million stars in the universe you believe them, but if someone tells you there's wet paint somewhere, you have to touch it to make sure?
If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?
How can you hear yourself think?
if Americans throw rice at weddings, do the Chinese throw hamburgers?
What's the difference between a wise man and a wise guy?
What would happen if an Irresistible Force met an Immovable Object?
Why do banks leave the door wide open but the pens chained to the counter?
Why do they have handicap parking spaces in front of they skating rings?
Why do we leave expensive cars in the driveway, when we keep worthless junk in the garage?
Why is it called lipstick when it always comes off?
If Wile Coyote had enough money for all that Acme crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?
If there's an exception to every rule, is there an exception to that rule?
Can blind people see their dreams?
Where does the white go when the snow melts?
Are zebras black with white stripes, or white with black stripes?
Do sore thumbs really stick out?
If you accidentally ate your own tongue, what would it taste like?
If love is blind, how can we believe in love at first sight?
Why do birds have white poop?
Why do people never say "it's only a game" when they're winning?
Why is it called eggplant, when there's no egg in it?
Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but people don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?
Why doesn't a chicken egg taste like chicken?
If the professor on Giligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat?
Can you sentence a homeless man to house arrest?
Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink what ever comes out"?
Why is it that rain drops but snow falls?
Is French kissing in France just called kissing?
Can a unborn baby fart or burp?
Do you wake up or open your eyes first?
If a stripper gets breast implants can she write it off on her taxes as a business expense?
If your eyes are crossed, do your tears fall straight?
Do bubbles freeze in winter?
What sound does a bunny make?
Do suicide hotlines have hold?
Have you ever wondered why in the 1500's nude photos/painting were art, while today it's pornography?
If you can see your breath outside on a cold day, could you see your fart?
If you wear contact lens and you died with them in your eyes, do they take them out?
Why is it called a soap opera when nobody sings?
What would happen if you found a four-leaf-clover under a ladder?
Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?
If winnie the pooh was civilized enough to keep his honey in jars, why did he eat it off his hands? Surely he had spoons?
What happens if you get a paper cut from a Get Well card?
Why does it say "shake well" on ketchup bottles, but not ketchup packets?
What shape is the sky?
Why is it written "May contain traces of peanuts or other kind of nuts" on peanut butter jars. Are people stupid enough not to realize it themselves?
If you only have one eye...are you blinking or winking?
If you have a gun and you ask, "can I ask you a question?" and they say "fire away" should you shoot them?
Whenever an adult is kidnapped why isn't it called adultnapped??
Why do blacklights look purple?
Why is it that people duck in the rain, do they really think the rain won't hit them?
If there's a hole straight through the earth, from the south pole to the north pole,
and you jump through it what would happen? would you keep falling forever, or fall back down when you get to the middle, or is it physically impossible?
Isn't it weird that if you rearange the word "teacher" you get "cheater"?
How come whenever you start to sing, you automatically sing in a higher voice than you talk?
If a pope goes to the bathroom, is it considered holy crap?
You know the saying "throw ya hands in the air like ya don't care"? why bother doing that if you dont care?
How come on TV the bell always rings and then the kids go to class, but in real life you need to be in class before the bell rings?
If you sneeze and fart at the same time, does a vacuum form in your stomach?
Does a baby feel the umbilical cord being cut off?
Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"?
If you dig a hole in the south pole are you digging up or down?
Why do people squint their eyes when they can't see? Wouldn't that just make it less space to see out of?
How come French fries are not considered a vegetable, they are just deep fried potatoes?
How come toy hippos are always blue, or purple, when real hippos are brown?
You know that little indestructible black box that is used on planes, why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance?
Can fat people go skinny-dipping?
You know how most packages say "Open here". What is the protocol if the package
says, "Open somewhere else"?
Would a fly without wings be called a walk?
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds?
Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car not called a racist?
How can the weather be cold as hell when hell is all fire and grimstones?
Does the little mermaid wear an algebra?
What should one call a male ladybird?
What would you use to dilute water?
Why is the alphabet in that order? Is it because of that song?
Why is it called a "building" when it is already built?
Why do we wash bath towels? Aren't we clean when we use them?
How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?
Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
Could someone ever get addicted to counseling? If so, how could you treat them?
Why does Donald Duck wear a towel when he comes out of the shower, when he doesn't usually wear any pants?
What would Cheese say if they got their picture taken?
If you're in hell, and are mad at someone, where do you tell them to go?
How does Santa get into a house that doesn't have a chimney?
Why do the ABC song, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, and Baa Baa Black Sheep all have the same tune?
Is Disney world the only people trap operated by a mouse?
How can something be new and improved? if it's new, what was it improving on?
Why is it good to be a Daddy's girl, but bad to be a Momma's boy?
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
If you fed a bee nothing but oranges, would it start making marmalade?
Why is it that when a person tells you there's over a million stars in the universe you believe them, but if someone tells you there's wet paint somewhere, you have to touch it to make sure?
If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?
How can you hear yourself think?
if Americans throw rice at weddings, do the Chinese throw hamburgers?
What's the difference between a wise man and a wise guy?
What would happen if an Irresistible Force met an Immovable Object?
Why do banks leave the door wide open but the pens chained to the counter?
Why do they have handicap parking spaces in front of they skating rings?
Why do we leave expensive cars in the driveway, when we keep worthless junk in the garage?
Why is it called lipstick when it always comes off?
If Wile Coyote had enough money for all that Acme crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?
If there's an exception to every rule, is there an exception to that rule?
Can blind people see their dreams?
Where does the white go when the snow melts?
Are zebras black with white stripes, or white with black stripes?
Do sore thumbs really stick out?
If you accidentally ate your own tongue, what would it taste like?
If love is blind, how can we believe in love at first sight?
Why do birds have white poop?
Why do people never say "it's only a game" when they're winning?
Why is it called eggplant, when there's no egg in it?
Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but people don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?
Why doesn't a chicken egg taste like chicken?
If the professor on Giligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat?
Can you sentence a homeless man to house arrest?
Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink what ever comes out"?
Why is it that rain drops but snow falls?
Is French kissing in France just called kissing?
Can a unborn baby fart or burp?
Do you wake up or open your eyes first?
If a stripper gets breast implants can she write it off on her taxes as a business expense?
If your eyes are crossed, do your tears fall straight?
Do bubbles freeze in winter?
What sound does a bunny make?
Do suicide hotlines have hold?
Have you ever wondered why in the 1500's nude photos/painting were art, while today it's pornography?
If you can see your breath outside on a cold day, could you see your fart?
If you wear contact lens and you died with them in your eyes, do they take them out?
Why is it called a soap opera when nobody sings?
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
the attention i wanted. its enough already. haha. i'm contented. at least i'm being noticed. ((:
i'm happy! dont know the exact reason why but. i'm happy. i no longer have high hopes. i dont want to get hurt. the higher the hopes. the greater the fall. haha. but i'm happy happy. xD.
i'm significant! at least. hahahaa. this rocks.
{*}
the way you smile at me makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
or just the way you say bye makes feel just so damn happy, till i could smile like a idiot the whole day.
the way you fool around with your friends having so much fun, makes me laugh just by watching.
{*}
all this make me look forward to tomorrow.
and make me believe that tomorrow will be better.
will be much much better.
and all this thought made my life to almost perfect once again.
wahahaa... dd=
and my life's aim is just to live a simple life and be happy!
=D. haha.
i'm happy! dont know the exact reason why but. i'm happy. i no longer have high hopes. i dont want to get hurt. the higher the hopes. the greater the fall. haha. but i'm happy happy. xD.
i'm significant! at least. hahahaa. this rocks.
{*}
the way you smile at me makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
or just the way you say bye makes feel just so damn happy, till i could smile like a idiot the whole day.
the way you fool around with your friends having so much fun, makes me laugh just by watching.
{*}
all this make me look forward to tomorrow.
and make me believe that tomorrow will be better.
will be much much better.
and all this thought made my life to almost perfect once again.
wahahaa... dd=
and my life's aim is just to live a simple life and be happy!
=D. haha.
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