cute.

this is so cute!!

look at me.

i didn't know i really could turn that many eyes. x=





erm. did i have something stupid stuck on my back or is it just me =D
*gleaming*
or maybe i look weird ahaha.
my bro was walking behind me just now.. i was ruching home due to my stomachache... then my bro saw two guy or uncles they both walked past me and stop to look back at me.
-.-
and he say i'm a uncle killer. O.O
i dont want. very creepy ne.. >.<
ahaha okay okay the lines above sounded buey bah like i was hinting to say i'm beautiful or stuff like that. but i was what my bro told me mah. and i have seen before people looking at my direction more than twice before. bah but i'm just saying cause i'm abit surprised. \=

well.. if it were you you would be right?

later going to catch a movie with my bro.. 200 pound beauty again d=

anyone?

DO anyone even read my blog or check for updates?

at times i just wonder.... \=

baobei's birthday <33

cant use the com too long. damn.
today was baobei's birthday. :D
tmr type details.

happy birthday dear. :D

love you.

*EDITED*
i finally have ENOUGH time to spend time typing out my BAOBEI's birthday.
\=
ahaha
and kinda might miss out some details. d=

it was after school.. peiling had a clarinet meeting with some of them.. to plan the sabotage. and then said to meet at a time. then mean while. me and xin went t play the piano until it was time. and then it turned out that pei ling had oral. and will not come down that soon yet. so. me and xin when to reserve the place first. then we collected the cake and pass it to one of them.then we went back to school again. wait for dear. and then peiling come down to plan the sabotage more. ahaha. and then planned to use soap.. then dear came down. and they chionged. then run the whole school. then dear went to wash up.then we continued down to pizza hut.
[i'm getting lazy to type out the details.]
debra went down to buy a waffle and 50cent cheese from KFC and made a waffle cheese cake lited with a candle..and then yuqi and yaoming got join us.. then when we went in they stupid say what couple competition.. SYF -.-then cecome SYC..-.--.--.--.--.-.. then eat eat.. blah blah.. then WAH FUCK UP waitress[if you call pizza hut the people waiter and waitress] damn fucked up okay. told them to bring out the cake after the last pizza comes and really just bring out the cake like that literally!! why cant they just make tghe extra effort to set up the cake and bring then out??? -.- ahh.. what is over is over. just hope dear did not mind at that point of time. \=
should have noted down her name and file a complain at pizzahut webbie. bah.. then we divided the money and stuffs. and I HATE MATHS. [reminds me of Gopal] x= . ahaha.. and then go take neoprints!!then after that go pop. go aries.. then go home le..
[hope dear really enjoyed that day and did not say he did just for the sake of it.]
ahh well.. thats me.. i'm never satisfied with what i have currently. except for my baobei.
i just dont know why. [=

worser?

why cant life stay happy for me?.










am i going back to my old self again. or worse?
i dont know, i dont want.
i'm confused. by everything around me.
why try so hard to make life happy
when in the end you are bound to be sad one day?
i make my life miserable.
yes.
i make myself sad.
yes.
i make myself think of all those things.
yes.
i psyco-ed myself to be what i am right now.
yes.
i did not even tried to encourage myself.
yes.
i am sad.
yes.
i am hurting myself.
yes.
i hate my life.
yes.



all these emotions running thru me are all created by me.
i can be happy.
i can be cheery.
i can be anything positive.

but i choose not to.

FBORED-ED DAY

one look and you'll know i'm bored.





muscle cramps everywhere. neck, back and thighs. fucking napfa.
sit-up -A[33times]
standing broad jump -C[163cm]
inclined pull up -E[4times] -.-
shuttle run -C[12.2 sec]
sit and reach -A[45cm]
bah results. BADDD
today. whole day looking at history stuff what stalin la.. linen.. germany.. soviet union.. world war II.. what revolutions.. gahhh! head pain liao lah..
eat
spent sometime playing with photoshop..
eat
eat
eat
watch some tv.
eat
eat
eat
play flute.
doing some present stuffs.
eat
eat
eat
damn i'm gonna be fat
T.T
well. i cant do anything at home mah.. and i miss the zoo trip thing..
but its damn ex la.. -.-
missed edmund birthday.
hais.. with my mother around soon. i'll be having a life which has no life.
lols. GAHHH
FUCKING LEG FUCKING BACK i cant even move properly without feeling the excruciating pain created from the muscle. FUCK.
nothing more to update liaos.




and its dumb to stare at the phone hoping it will ring and keep you entertain the whole day. -.-

PHOTOS. well 3 only la.


REFLECTION [:




where we are doesn't matter at all. what matters is that we are together [=


waiting for my bro to come back with strawberry lollipop to make me happy.
this time i shall take a photo of it. before eating. =D

FUCKED UP

fucked up day.
so sorry. deardear.
i'm too emo today.
too frustrated.
too.. everything.
i had ice-cream therapy with debra.
felt better but i bet i will grow on the KGs.
SYF? gah. dont ask me.

Singapore Youth Festival

Singapore Youth Festival 2007
Band number 109.
Shuqun Secondary School
Set piece : Sunrise
Choice piece : Genroku







EVERYONE pray for us to get gold and
SSW enjoy the syf performance and try not to think too much about the gold. :D
EVERYONE JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU

just a normal band practise+saturday.

i'm too lazy to say about band practise stuffs.








lets skip to afterband and after mid-lunch..
we went to shuqun back gate the HDB flat the void deck..tried looking for a cat but to no avail. ]: so we went towards school front gate direction and found a fat ginger cat played with it awhile. and it was jerking sia ]: dont know what happen to the cat. then we became abit pian tai.[lazy upload photos] ahaha and i saw it urine -.- omg. then we got abit cat crazy then after that we went to gossip together. ahaha soon it was 7+ and i din go home with deardear ]: .. then after that we went to buy drinks and it started to rain just when we were about to go eat dinner. ]]: STUCKED! ahaha but gossiped more. and i wanted to look at how yaoming would look like with my bag and he carried it. ahaha dont look funny leh. got take photo too xD oh ya before that me and howsun exchanged bag. he acted gay and i acted tomboy. very lame. i tried act like volleyball player walking style ahaha. then chat chat then took alot of sneak shot of the boys ahaha. d= then go yuhua village eat then keep chating+gossiping. and around 9+ went home. but me and debra stayed on to chat abit more ahaha. then jiu go home lo. then chat with bro and now my mouth is aching like hell. ]: OH YA. SEA played soccer today and 3 person out of 4 was injured. gerald fractured or what ever word his thumb? some part of his hand. and deardear broke his nail T.T bwah. and jia xian injured his foot knuckles. this proves that playing soccer is DANGEROUS lol. -.-

DCML's DAY

a post dedicated for debra's birthday. too lazy to type. let the pictures talk.
we went to a roti prata shop. opp. jurong poly. [=



DCML'sDAY



the ever shining shan lian san jie mei.



debra with her cake.



debra loves it.

[howsun planning to smash debra face with a slice of cake.]
[howsun went to sit beside her acting eating the slice of cake.]
[debra starts to suspect]



debra is scared.



debra is really scared.



debra and xin

[didn manage to take a photo with her being smashed by the cake.]
[debra was sway today.]
[debra is happy]
[xuanle is happy for her [=]
[xuanle wish that debra enjoyed today =D]

birhtday celebration[XINYI]

oh god. i'm right. i'm too lazy to update now. \=







blah just a brief on what happen ytd on xin bithday.
me and xin went for hist remedial.. teacher teaching was of course the ever nice mr ong ahaha.he offer to give use remedials on hist. our class were all not free one weekdays so, having no choice le. we were up for sat remedials. starting from 8-9. ahaha.

then after our remedial. i accompanied xin to her house to grab her stuffs.. then we went to enter and ate mac while waiting for the rest to come. when all of them have reached, we proceeded to the mrt station and off we go to sentosa.

then some other stuffs which no need for details. then we reach sentosa and found a spot to put our belongings and off we rush to soak our feet. and ya, we planned for the birthday girl to go down the water first, we told the boys too. but ended up only me, howsun and debra was dragging her then rest of them wasnt enthu-ed enough. boo. so we had quite a trouble dragging her down. and when we finally dragged her down.
it was debra's turn.. and next was me, cause debra and deardear dragged me down together by "surprise". cause i wasnt prepared.and next was deardear being pushed down by..dont know who. and ya we waited for yuda and gang to come back from changing their clothes.and you know what? that was not all.. we still have to wait for them to put finish sunblock.. ZA BOs neh! then the rest all go into water.. then we started a seaweed fight! ah!
ew.
then we played around then me and xin went to toilet. and then came back soak water abit then came out for suntan. lol. then play play play till about 4?5? we go wash up. then ahaha the boys waited for us for 1/2 hour. paiseh ar. line very long and we waited damn long too.. oh yea, and i bathed with debra -.- not exactly NAKED but half dressed like LOL only bra+ panty. lol.

then after that swensen's. shared topless 5 with deardear :DD ordered. chocolate,vanilla,macadamia nuts,thin mint and mango. gah forgot photo. \: sad-ed.. then they ordered fish'n'chips and the boys ordered fries. the fries WAS NICE and yummy! :DDDD koped quite alot. x= then next. off to yoshinoya for MAIN COURSE lol. -.- who started that? ordered teriyaki chicken value meal. itwuz OISHIII NEH! :DD and since it was like a real jap meal. i suggested we actn jap abit. we said ittetakimasu! and then tore open the chopstick paper and started eating. ahaha. cute but quite dumb. then we went to take neoprint S.E.A & the HOLYgang. ahaha cute. and nice. [: and went to walk around and around 10+ we went home and we reached home at about..11.45? lol. then bathe sms-ed deardear abit then fell asleep le. ahaha. oh yea i got sunburn. on my face. AGAIN!. \= sad-ed.

HAPPY BELATED-BIRTHDAY TO XIN YI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUK DAT
HAPPY ADVANCED-BIRTHDAY TO MAZLIN
HAPPY ADVANCED-BIRTHDAY TO DEBRA
HAPPY ADVANCED-BIRTHDAY TO LILI

haha. and i said i was lazy. x:

a happy day to all. [:

STARESSSSSSS

oh how i hate stares.





ahaha did nothing much today. ITS A GOOD FRIDAY! which means its a public holi. and i was stupid enough to go library. and to my dismay it was closed. how dumb was that. zz. i want to work back at KFC! i dont care i dont care! i want work. i want money. ]: penniless is a sad thing. a very very sad thing. *sniff* bah.. whad am i talking about -.- ahh anyway, today i went out. got lots of stares from people around the bus stop, enter and those place i went. whats wrong with a jacket plus FBT?? -.- am i wearing to weirdly or too nice till everyones staring at me. zz. oh yea. ahaha and something i guess always comes true.. in some way and some how. lol. today i was waiting at the bus stop.. and i was thinking. "ahaha.. scarly see jacky and his bro." and guess what whenever i think of that sentence always see him. and so? i saw him today again. ahaha. nothing happen. i din even say hi. aw. i'm so mean d: bah. then went around enter to buy more presents. Note To SelF: remember to bring xin present to school tmr. [: lalalala. hmm later going to run with mama and bro.



LOLLIPOP! :D

4th month anniversary.

i love you dear, dearly.

CRAP.

just and ordinary day, ordinary morning, ordinary sky, ordinary surroundings. with a swollen back. up i was. grunting and groaning.struggled to wake up and get back to reality. i was ready for school. out i go, away from the home gates away from the house. down the lift and off i was to school. greeted by the cute little birdies, cute lil kitties, cute lil bug. ick. *poof. in a second they were all gone. gone far away from my madness. geez. i just hate the morning blues [:


ahaha. crap. din know what i was typing about. today went to school, din go yesterday i missed my boy. [: and i din have a 2 days MC. d: GOD. first period was maths already. and i din even study for it. -DEAD- i was feeling quite moody at that time. and i just showed a du lan face and guai lan-ed MrNg. bah. the maths test wasnt THAT difficult after all.. \: ahaha.. eng, CME, RECESS[din see deardear. \: ] MT [free periods!reason due to mdm ma not feeling well. and gone home to rest. d=], eng.. then assembly.. ahaha.. sit near soon huat again.. forever er xin, forever guailan and forever entertaining! ahaha! nice one lo. that place also can *ahem* hiong ah.
after school..
joined in the clarinet meeting, became the extra one. played with sheeyee.[whats the game? oh. groping breasts.] and yea. i lost. i din really get back on sheeyee. SHEEYEE WATCH OUT. then join xin go pay To Zanarkland[the spelling looks weird but HECK.] ahaha. then soon after that we went out of school. and xin, for some reasons, went home alone. then howsun gang + yaoming gang go toh guan whilst me and deardear go to IMM. then we go makan. MAC. [note to self: remember 10.40] LOL x: then we go walk around and finding presents [: found liao then we walk some more. then go toh guan sit.. deardear so tired sia! d: but he look so cute. [: but the thing i hate about sitting avoid decks are stares you get from aunties. msk. stupid lo. -.- and cute annoying stares by innocent children. -.- yea. real neat. but i'm with my boy, so i dont really care that much. then around 6.30 we make our way back home. and deardear was just so cute! LOL d= and i bought root beer on the way to quench my thirst. [: then we reach my house le. and deardear said i taste like root beer. o= ahaha. then i quickly go take a bathe. and rush out for dinner \: ahaha..

*UPDATED.
T.T tmr i cant go liao.. zz. blame my mum. blame everything. i cant have it my way. not even once. life sucks. totally. i mean it.

boreddd

boring day. \= sleep from ytd 10+ to today 10+.. okay that makes 12hrs i'm zhu -.- .. woke up in a totally not for school mopd.. swollen shoulder. T.T ite.. i should have told deardear about it? \= but i din want him to worry.. so i didnt! [=my bed is full of his smell now.. and i love it =D ahhhh.. now i'm roting at home..! oh yea.. went to the doctors just now.. to get an mc and sun bian get medicine too.. diagnose: allergic reaction. mmmzzz!!! \= medcine: i got it before.. ahaha i go watch tv and makan le.. update next time [=




i couldnt fall asleep so i took some photo. with my K800 [NEW PHONE!]




i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.




HEs MINE :D



together forever. :DDDDD
xoxo
no words can describe the feeling i have towards him.





cuddles and kisses*