zzz.

Today is the last day of 2006..
it seem so..so.. fast..
tonight i shall think of my new year resolution(kinda lame.) but at least create a goal for a brand new year, ya? so tonight's post shall be about that..*moans*
ahaha.. ytd.. i went to lirui's house celebrate ruizhi bday. ice cream cake *yum* gah i'm gonna be fat. photo time. clan photo shoot. wtf? me and zhiyi subb nia.. damn.. then still need take photo together.. ahaha.. zzz.. hm.. then maybe next time i shall up load the photos. "The Cousins" ahaha. then.. i at there also rot lo.. but at least got chat with lirui, bout that stuff -__-''. then see photographs.. and play with xiao you.. ahaha.. then see them play dota.. zz totally sian diao.. whole day din chat much with dear.. wonder what he doing ahaha.. \= wonder if i'm too sticky.. s= ahaha.. then soon si gu zhang, fecth us home.. wee.. so smooth and fast ahaha.. then go home.. then nothing to do.. aiya.. hmm.. today also not much stuff happen.. only thing is i went to ruizhi's house..
ahahas.. sometime i feel so out of their group ne.. because of my mum. i cant go anywhere.. i missed lots of outing with them and now they have watch the 2 movies i have been waiting for.. without me.. how am i supposed to feel. surely their mind must have said 'you never come mah.' but i cant blame them too cause i cant expect them to wait for me till i can actually watch it then pei wo watch mah.. but.. somehow.. i feel so... soo... kinda disappointed.. hais.. sometime i feel that just staying at home is better than being out there with them, ya know like..i wont get into trouble for being out so late.. wont get craps from my mum, wont get nagged for using so much money.. and most of all wont really feel like out from the group or what so ever shits.. zzz.. this kinda feeling simly just sucks.. and how do i entertain myself while they are out there having fun? nothing! and when they come back and blog about how much fun they had.. i just simply closes the window. the gang dont need me, the gang's having fun without me,
the gang's more happier without me and everything will be even more better without me.. these are what goes into my mind when i read your blogs.. ahaha.. i have no rights to stop you.. but i have my rights to say , ya? i aint trying to destroy all of ya'll mood and stuffs.. but i just cant bottle everything up anymore.. and what makes me feel insignificant is.. when ever i go out with you all.. only one person or 2 will listen to me.. nobody really listens.. when i wanna leave nobody bothers.. and when i give suggestions nobody cares. which one of these shows i am part of you all? which?! none! this reasons are those who are unsignificant peoples! i'm insignificant. yay. zz

p/s i doubt any of you is gonna read about this anytime soon. but i just want to le you all know.

1. i am just speaking my thoughts out here.
2. please dont think that i;m trying to stop you all from having fun.
3.if you all get angry or affected by me and end up blaming my post. so-rry.. please read (1.)
4.please if you happen to read this post. just jolly well.. read and forget. i don want to have any personal grudges with any of you..

p/s/s no need for sorries in my tagboard *if you even have the thought of writing a sorry in there.. cause READ REASON (1.)..and (4.)
thankyou.

BAND BBQ`

Band BBQ-

Overall: Kinda sian.. cause not much thing to do..

Things that made me..

Happy: MY DEAR GIVE ME A DOGGY(soft toy)!! SUPER ADORABLE!! kawaii ne.. and xinyi pei wo all the way.. and listen to me (: thanks xin yi. AND AGAIN THE DOGGY!!

Angry: her..

Sad:hmm nothing.

Guilty: howsun's phone! )): SORRY

Details:

so long never put make-up le.. then today play abit.. d=.. then later go meet with xinyi and joel go school together.. then go Hume Park 1 ahaha.. lost.. go there so hot.. zzz leg so itchy.. then go bbq pit.. blah blah nothing happen.. \= then i gave my present to dear.. damn hope he din see my face. d= i go red ne.. dont know what happen to me. ahaha. then he gave me my present. everyone was like "wah! so big ar." ahaha d= THANK YOU DEAR LOVE YOU!! (: such a adorable and lovable doggy[no name yet, so call doggy first.].. but dear more cute :D i think i really going back to my demure side again.. every time he comes close to me i go quiet.. and kinda feel shy.. and when he look at me.. i just auto act cute.. ahaha.. at the bbq.. the time spent most was at the bench me and xin sat there felt like sleeping but too cold le.. then whenever we sat until our butt ache we will walk walk.. then after that go back again.. then until we going home.. then we pack abit of the stuffs then go liao.. debra didnt notice we bangseh-ed howsun.. cause she headache.. but dont know leh.. then we went to westmall ate mac.. ahaha got ppl ask cass for number seh.. chio bu!! aahhah.. then i know then know she like who.. zzz my antenna damn bloody short lah! cannot meh? lost.. then go home.. saw syazwan and shahideen and hisyam and 2 otherKFC workers.. ahaha.. miss the 3 of them so much.. wanna go back to work but i dont know neh.. ahaha.. syazwan dont kaypoh! my doggy dont want to let you see him ahaha!

then go home le.. tmr not planning to go out.. i shall stay at home and rot and see got movie then watch lo.. ahaha.. so end here first. ahaha..

nights to all my blog readers (:

p/s. dear i truly am in love with you. sorry if how i act sent you the wrong signals.. but i kinda feel shy.. \=

p/s/s. ytd my interenet got prob.. so this post was supposingly post last night but ahaha.. sleepy go went to sleep.

for today one.. i just woke.. hmm later going my cousin's house to celebrate his birthday ahaha..

just another day.

another day another story begins..
ahaha.. craps... today PLANNED to wake at 10 but in the end woke at 11.30..
30mins more till the time i meet with yuqi.. DAMN! shit!~ yuqi called me ahaha..
in the end reached there at 1pm.. sorry yuqi.. always meet always late.. zzz.. bad habit..
i kinda over dressed.. ahaha! but i wanted to try going out in a outfit i never matched before..
ahaha fun? d= what i wore? look at the picture below later.. ahaha..
we bought papers.. only.. then went to mac.. sat there.. felt so weird..
yuqi helped me order food.. while i sit there and stone.. then she kinda came back quite fast..
so we ate.. then ate halfway, we full -__-'' wasted half of each of our meal? kinda lah..
then draw draw(cards) for tmr.. then yaoming came and join us..
he kept asking us he draw nice mah.. to me was normal. and i had no comments..
LOL..
oh yea.. then after that i went toilet awhile.. saw.. the girl, Ros Aini ahaha.
chatted with her in the middle of entertainment centre..
kinda weird place to chat but.. HECK d=
then go back mac... no mooddddd........zzzzz
then go arcade.. on the escalator..
saw daphne minhui and yanqi..
i expected their reaction.. ahaha..
i was thinking..
they confirm will look at my leg de.
and they did ahaha...
reason: i tried looking jap for the day by wearing a long socks. picture below.
kinda actually fit that skirt.. cause it was too short sia..
then wear the long socks.. actually made it looked like normal mini skirt.
and then play awhile.. then go home le..
on the bus.. i itchy hand..
see the stocking got string very stick out..
go pull..
end up with a hole at the knee there! omg. zzz.
i am never gonna do that again.. god, that was stupid..
then soon reach home le..
on photo taking spree.. ahaha.. but upload abit of photo only d=
okay lah..
end of my story of 28 december 06'



ahaha planned to wear go meet yuqi. (notice the socks).














end up wearing a jacket along cause to revealling d=..



back home. changed hairstyle..



Acting cute d=



ahaha... playing with my mum's cam.



cute? LOL

Dear.. dont know whether i really can go anot.. not confirm.. ahaha.. sorry if i did anything wrong.. sorry ytd, of my timidness.. d=
love ya lotss.

my life feels empty without you
my heart is empty cause i gave my heart to you.
cause i trust you, to not shatter it.
and cause, i love you

P/s. Eugene's previous nick was interesting.. it goes like this..
"girls are weird, they get wet without water, bleed without injury and make a boneless thing hard." ahaha! interesting huh?

..

yay~... it morning.. i'm so god damn lethargic..
but must perservere!... can see dear liao must ren my tiredness..
my eyes are bulging out!! gahh..
went to school..
ahh.. my freakin mum in action.
"MUST WEAR slipper! or else dont go band!"
okay okay.. buy you din say anything 'bout cant bring my school shoes out~
heh heh.. mah fan!!.. gah.. never mind...
go school.. sit down talk cock with debra they all then dear and his gang come!..
is it me or is he looking so damn cuter each time i see him xD..
damn.. i'm here typing this and blushing at the same time..
how dumb can i look now.. -__-''
how come my shy feeling is back again!?
i'm his gf and i feel so shy around him.. i
want pass him thing also dont dare..
gahh.. i could slap myself till my face swollen sia
Nahhhhh.. dont want to have a disfigured face.
so yea, i'm back to that demure girl but when it come to debra and xinyi and howsun..
i go mad!
so up to band room for practice.. gah.. no details for that..
ahaha.. then after band and fall in..
planned to go xiao you's house for dinner.. but just din want to go..
wanted to hang with debra they all.. kakaka..

(weird i never once really said my gang after one time someone scolded me.. say"WAH, got gang ar! ah lian isit! cheebye.. come fight lar..call your gang come lar.." ahaha.. but i din cared.. that guy was a total freakin stranger! how to find him even IF i HAD a REAL gang.. very bo liao right? thats why i say.. SOMEONE HATE ME!! LOL)

.. so..after that went to Jurong Entertainment Centre..
me and xin ta bao kopitiam will the rest went to long john..
ahaha.. xinyi so ke lian sia.. everytime got ulcer cannot eat alot of stuff.. ):
oh yea...xinyi just loves looking at me making funny actions and laugh at me.. i aint mad but instead happy.. at least i can make people have a laughter that will make them happy even though they are laughing AT you not WITH you.. ahaha.. maybe i shall change myself.. dont be so petty.. ahaha.. laugh with them.. =D.
OOHHHKAYY... BACK TO TOPIC~~~>
so we there talk cock lor..
then i did a stupid "yay" action..
and that cause xinyi to burst into a uncontrollable laughter which cause alot of stares from passer-bys..
ahaha.. then i felt it was quite funny too so i laughed too..
then after which.. we kinda calmed down and stop laughing..
that was just the icebreaker.. and here comes the main one..
a cleaner auntie.. she pushed the trolley full of cleanning stuffs..
ahaha.. then we were sitting at the space near to the lift..
so we kinda occupied lot of space.. ahaha..
then the auntie push and i think she din see..
and *bong* the bang on to the pillar..
and she "tsk" abit thinking she hit something that was one the floor..
and me and xinyi, BUEY TA HAN AR!
WE burst in to laughter ALMOST immediately sia!
then howsun still tahan-ing..
then we 2 was just like 2 freakos laughing their ass off at a poor old auntie..
LOL but it was just too much for us! AHAHAHAH..
aiya.. then go KFC awhile..
OMG soon fook inside!
my reaction was straight dash out..
but eh.. i thought.. my leg is the reason why i never go work what..
then aiya heck care..
go buy.. ahaha..
maria so sweet.. she want me go back,
she say she missed me, ahaha! mushy siall.. but sweet.. ahaha..
hais.. then go home.. then reach home sms dear.. \=
i miss his touch ahaha.. d:
i wanna hug him but cant. i dont dare.
dumb, timid me.. ZZZ...

aishiteru<3



=D old picture of me and yq.
(miss that girl, so cheery)



that dog is simply nothing but CUTE! xD



GOD! isnt there even a decent picture of my bro i could put in my blog?



oh yea i have.. haha!

P/s i did that on purpose.
sorry for posting your goofy face on the net bro!
you just cant trust me with pictures. AHAHa!

just another normal blog entry

dont know what these few days i really doing~
time just passes by me just like that.. zzz..
wasting time.. ahaha..
today.. watch movie.. use my bro lappy hehe..
watch "Battle Royale"
, half of "Ali G in da house" RESPECT~ and
"high school musical" yea~ there songs rock man.~~~
d= oh yea.. last night was fun..
talk cock wth leslie till 2+ ahaha.. craps... zzz..
oh YEA

WELCOME BACK SUNNY!~

missed you ahaha.. thanks for the gifts ~
real thoughtful of you.. Seriously!~ heh heh, nice..
nice signboards they have there in Taiwan, eh? ahaha~
i dont have my blogging mood.
zzz maybe due to the lack of interesting stuffs in my life..
QUICK some birds come talk to me. =D that'll be interesting..
argh.. i am in serious cash crisis.. zz
i owe yuqi and gerald money and i need more to buy stuffs..
Oh mi goddd.~ i need to makan too ya know..
hmm, am i going back to work?.. zzz!!
sabi got a star already?!
oh my fu*kin god thats damn bloody fast!!
oh well..
jacky!! that slacker.. zzz quit kfc then still keep going there..
siao..
ohh god!!.. help me please!~ let me wake up in a sea of cash~~
i'll worship you if that really happens.. whole bedroom of $100 cash please..
LOL i aint greedy ya know.. d= just a girl in need of cash.
*gives a cute face* gah i'm dreamin..

DEAR~.. i miss you!!... tmr finally can see you le.. kakaka. d=.. how long has it been? 2 weeks? ahaha.. dint count.. but i really miss your voice and everything, every inch of you.. x=
\= wish i could embrace you right now.. ahaha..
*slaps face, awake*
d=

i dont like you, cause i love you <3
i dont want you, cause i need you.
i wouldnt cry for you, cause i will die for you.
i wont live for you, but i will live with you.
i wouldnt do anyting cause i will do everyting.
i chose my life, cause you're my life.

without you.. i'm clueless in my life \=

laogong laopo for life~

ahaha QUIZ time~

today went out to IMM, kinda have the finally out! but ytd i went to west mall so the feeling was very bland today ahaha..
tio kan by 'M' gah.. what ever... so here i am blogging~ so i went to www.blogthins.com did some questions.. ahaha kinda fun.. d= heres the results. ~

What colour heart do YOU have?..

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Are you a slacker?

You Are 48% Slacker

You are a bit of a slacker - though you can pull it together and live a somewhat normal life. If you're young, this is probably phase you'll outgrow. And if you're already grown up, you need to get off the couch a bit more!

Are You a Slacker?

Dating purity test.o.o

Your Dating Purity Score: 89%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

How sacarstic are you?

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

am i really?

which Tarot card are you? ooo...

You Are The Moon

You represent the unconscious side of life, what happens in dreams. You are capable of great genius - but also of great madness. Emotions tend to be primal for you, both your fears and your fantasies. Your intuition is always right, listening to it is the difficult part. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a very important journey - and a very difficult one. Some of your deepest dreams will be realized, as well as some of your deepest nightmares. Follow your creativity and visions; stay away from your weaknesses. You are taking a voyage to the center of yourself, and you may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Are you more cat or Dog?

You Are: 40% Dog, 60% Cat

You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude. However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out!

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Are you romantic or realistic?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

how open are you?

You Are 88% Open

To say that you're comfortable in your own skin would be an understatement. You're very into yourself, and you love to tell everybody everything about you. While you may have the makings of the next Oprah, it's likely that people sometimes tune you out!

How Open Are You?

really?

whats your element?

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's Your Element?

which planet are you from?

You Are From Venus

You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.

What Planet Are You From?

really?

what my birthdate mean~

Your Birthdate: September 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count. You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing. Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time. You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

LAst One.

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

SIANZ

sians sians sians.. everyday sians.. stay at home.. do nothing.. read peoples' blog reading how much fun they are enjoying.. while i'm stuck here.. with limited things to do.. no more PS2.. got Xbox.. NO GAME! fixed range of tv programmes.. ahh BORED BORED BOREEEDDDDDDD zzz.. hmm.. 2 of my cousin come over to stay why always every friday come =.= heck care.. ...
Zzzzzzz.... find pictures to upload..

*ERROR*
GAHH! what did i press? it just deleted my post and i have to upload pictures again..
p/s THANK GOD ofr the "recover post" feature.. but it aint perfect! it only recovered half of it.. well.. better then none d=



a kiss for you dear.<33>


Mama + NuEr * C=


FIVE-tastic! =D

ending with a VERY old photo at JE library lift d=

...

all things happen for a reason.. but why cant i find the reason why i'm feeling like this??? i so fucking hate myself!! i wanna cry.. ahhhhh........my body is gonna slowly rot to death.. yay.. my body ain getting better!! i was just lying to myself.. its spreading throughout my body! i cant go to the doctors.. my mama wont allow.. WHY!? i hate myself.. doushite?! DOUSHITE?! DOUSHITE WATTASHI?! wattachi wa WAKARANAI!! i hate this world!.



anata... i miss you..... i really miss you very badly......................................T.T

photoooooossss

lost count of how many days i'm stuck at home le.. ahhh!!!....
nothing to blog about.. totally nothing!! AHH.. i've taken few photo, myself (duhhh....).
i'm such a photo whore... and NO ONE IS UPDATING! nothing to read!!! grrrr.. okay lets put in one photo of me.. dd=















ME!~ (: Tooo sianZ!
















with my Dear!! d: muackS~ love ya.
my hp sucks (thats why the darkness. d=)

FUCKTARDDDDDDDDS

okay.. theres a fucktard. called me slut in my tagboard.. and says of course i know your a virgin.. well.. a-duh.. wel.. i dont rememebering saying anything like "hey i'm a virgin, YA KNOW" well even if i Have said something like that.. i'll bet i said it in a lame tone.. bah.. no life.. what ever.. i shall not waste my energy finding out who you are.. you are insignificant. in my life that is.. if you know me.. i know you.. then aiya.. heck.. so.. my blog now everyone.. have to relink? nah if your lazy.. DONT. it save me from more fucktards who see me not happy... and STILL read my blog one.. ahaha.. thanks..

little white dumb lies..

*BANG* *BANG* bleedS, fallS.. yay. shes dead. the stupid girl.. the short tempered, stubborn, act cute, act chio, insulting, idoitic girl.. YAY.. cheers.. she cant walk anymore.. she can talk anymore.. and she cant go out with you all anymore.. YAY.. i'm having mental breakdown YAY.. i'm crying.. YAY.. i have these fucking moodswings. YAY.

i totally sucks can?

care..

when your at your highest..
everyone seemed to be there..
cheering for you.. boosting you..
your friends, your loved ones..
all there sharing the laughter with you..
all happy for you..

when your at your lowest..
nobody seemed to be around..
except for your few loved ones..
no ones there to care about you..
no one.. all alone..
only your loved ones are caring for you..

(at least someones caring for you..)
but what happens when you think about your friends?

your loved ones..
they cant stay for long too..
they cant every single second stop to care about you..
but they care about you.. they can sense if your down..
sad.. or even just bummed,
cause you cant get your probs straightened out..
they will care for you
if you aren't joining inside all the fun and laughter..
and if you would rather be quiet and alone
than be laughing inside the crowd..
they'd join you.. and listen to you..

friends.. they are friendly.. they joke around with you..
all they want was just plainly have fun..
when you are down, they dont really notice..
and continue to have fun.. without you..
they can continue to joke without you..
they can be outside.. all around you..
will they sacrifice their time just to go with you to get something?
the few minutes?
will they be willing to be out from the crowd and hear you grumble or stay slient?
will they be willing to make the effort to think of a way to tell something you hate in a nice way
?
when your sick will they at least sent caring sms or calls to your phone to let you know they are there for you?
will they be willing if you said they needed ONLY you to do that errand for them
but have to meet your friend later without your friend..?

seriously..
think about it people..
when is the last time you really sacrificed for someone who is just your friend.. not best friend not close friend.. not someone you love, definetly.. but just a plain ol' friend that you know him/her quite long but aint close to 'em...

i must say.. even i .. haven care for anyone.. in ages.. except caring for my loved ones..
someone might really needed just that one sms or call to feel better ya' know..
you might be the one who just makes their day special and brighten up their day.. (:

END*

swollen legs..

fucking day.. fucking legs.. fucking head.. i hate my body and it hates me too.. it hates me cause it tortured me with the swelling of my leg around my wound.. it hate me cause it tortures me with piercing pains once in awhile or when i get up to walk.. it hates me cause it makes me so DAMN uncomfortable and even made me sick.. cheebeh legs.. i could just slice away the infected, rotting -in-progress parts.. i am so damn fucking moody.. dear sorry if my msgs abit du lan feeling.. /=.. i now so fucking hate myself cans?.... zZzz.............. dont plan to go out.. a-duh with this kinda legs.. scarly my legs got worse till i cant even go for the exchange.. woo.. ahh..

its official.. my legs ARE rotting..

END*

so long.

lols.. quite long time never so early go home liao.. always 9+ to 11+ like that then reach home.. not feeling so well sia today... ahh.. i wanna cut off my leg... so damn freaking pain lah!.. hais... i dont know whats wrong with my leg sia.
gahh.... early reach home.. nothing to do also but feeling better ne.. dont know why.. the feeling of being at home rocks.. 0.0'' dont know leh.. suddenly feel like this..
hmm.. end here first bah..

updated..

HOWSUN! of course i dont mind lahh..

but if you ask if i never ask and never write in blog hoh.. dont mind.. go school ask you only and then punch you lo. xD kiddingggg aiyo howsun no need say sorry de lah.. its okay what.. people copy because nice mah.. xD.. lalala.. let me intro a video.. intro by Dear (: video click here

z.z

-SUMMARY-
Just now went to Bugis, hunting around for present for lucas.. -__-'' i din cause din have any money. then walk walk walk.. WAH FUCK! my wound open.. then keep brushing against my jeans.. SI BEI TIA!!.. need REN lo.. then got separated.. got abit prob.. then got onto MRT le.. me listen to music.. lalalala... then go 333 bus.. nth much happened... then walk home BLAST MUSIC Ar.. (bo liao mahz..) then reach home le... bathe.. blah blah blah... then got one FUCKER... -.- that guy irritated me sia.. i type this post first line only.. he call over.. he din say anything.. then jiu busy liao.. then i wtf lah.. of course.. -.- then later he call again.. he ask anyone called his number.. cheebeh.. no one call you lo.. is you call me lo.. wtf lah.. then say call wrong number isit? freakin' NO.. damn him lo.. lols... ahaha.. oh ya.. why is it so damn freakin cold?! my hand is so er.. cold .. -.- aiya.. heck lah.. i cold blooded.. d= okay i'm off to help xin edit things in her blog le.. SAYOnara..~~ (:

this is just a shortcut summary of my trip to search for present, dont wanna spoil my memories when i read back.. next time.. xD

the good ol' times.

wow... how long since i thought of my younger days?.. its been quite long man.. if i didn't go visit xiao jiu's blog<(link).. i doubt I'd have think back x=.. i still remember when we, The Cousins, were called the seven dwarfs.. and now? theres left only 2 dwarfs. x= and i still remember we played soccer every Saturday, and even met some younger boys that joined us.. and later on go to popo house to watch wwe or movie.. instead of playing dota the whole night now.. and i remember the boys teased me until i cry (oh my god.. -.-) and you all were lame dao siao lor.. now we are not so close le.. i don't even see you guys regularly anymore.. I've been going out till late almost every sat..
i really missed the time when we were small man.. d=

**UPDATED**(forgot put picture)














thats me in that flowery dress and mushroom hairstyle looking so blur..
staring at other places.. aint i cute?
-___-'' jokkkkiinnnngg..

christmas comin'

yay~ Christmas is coming..
hmm i decided to keep my madness in me and type more out of love stuffs..
i can hear people cheering.. -.- what-ever x=

how sun and Debra consistent viewing on white chicks made me wanna see too..
its hilarious.. but when i watch it.. i just don laugh -.-
those haven watch it.. WATCH IT! you missing a whole lot laughter LOL.. -.-

ok back to my CHRISTMAS topic~

Santa Claus is coming- to town.. (:
(okay, how old am i already..)
okay, i never really celebrate Christmas before. *gasps*
okay.. lame..
my papa and mama are just so anti-Christmas man..
they think its a waste of time.. no life x=
maybe this year I'm gonna celebrate? but i ain't know how to..
but aiya.. what-ever..

first few things i wanna do..
-watch movie..(death note II, Charlotte's web, Cinderella and night in the museum.)
-do everything i can do.. before Christmas things needed for school..

MY WISH LIST FOR XMAS. =D
-kept hoping ya know.. A BIG DOG[or any animal] to HUG. hopefully from * x=
-sunglasses
-new bag..
-new shoe bag..
-new shoes..
-to be fit and ready. TO HAVE FUN!
-have an XMAS celebration.

i'm crazy over you. (:

you've got me crazy all over again (:
you've occupied my whole mind.
everything you do now..
everything you say now..




you just make me go all crazy all over you again.


ahh!!!!!! i'm mad (:

My First.

My Heart.
My Love.
My Prince.
My Soul.
My First.


I LOVE HIM. (:

untitled.

just now went out.. blah blah blah..boredd! ahh! i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him (: nothing to say here leh... really..
let me upload some photos. (:

china people are EVIL (: my reason look at that sign below seen by my bro at a toilet in china. (:














see! theres even a huge freaking smiley face there!
and now for some bo liao photos of fruit taken on 07dec -_-''















a damn freaking disgusting chocolate,first time say choco disgusting sia, bought at $3.70 at Imm in front of giant entrance.















striking? ahaha look at the photo below. thats is truly STRIKING.















told ya.

and now for a pro-er shot of the apples+ orange















P.S> if ya didn know, either you were not looking closely or you just cant differenciate, pardon me if ya felt offended (:




P.S>>I miss you ): it seemed like forever since i last seen you x=

<3 him

another boring day?.. -.- later at 3 gonna meet debra they all.. now bathe finish le.. bored dao siao..
ahaha.. can i call you dear? \= when can we go out.. bahhz.. x= ahh.. got cheese!!! i wanna go buy fries and then pei cheese eat leh.. NOO! omg i'm gonna be so damn fat x= dang.. end here for now bah.. OH ya.. some thing funny happen yesterday.. i saboed KFC for 4 days straight.. and yet i just got $30+ less than sandy, how strange is that? ahaha! okay le ENd liao..


DEAR, i love you =D <33

simply bored.

ah ha! boredom again.. my life just simply just sucks, so bored.. oo yay! he replied. lets see.. maybe i'll just chat then until my working time (: sayonara, maybe i'll update later =D bye!~



P.S. I just simply ADORE him ((:

061206 <3

o61206.

I LOVE YOU. <333 muacks.

Boredom rulez

my mama and bro are back *yay...*
ahh so my agony is just starting, ya?

i was woke by my mama today.. i thought i was dreaming and slapped myself in bed.. hmm.. no i aint dreaming so i went back to sleep.woke at around 1.35 OMG!~. aiya what ever... then look at the mirror, usual self. went to on the com. fuck man.. internet abit prob.. then around 2 + then okay.. lalala. chat chat with him and few other people.. (: then after that.. hmm.. cooked maggie. and then bro said needa go shop for feast at 6+. oh wow, its 4 already. and when i just started to cook the maggie. then he tell me. i'm gonna be oh so fat. \= well after the feast. i'm back to this computer and continued to rot. so i thought of re-doing my blog. wow it looks so perfecty, that anyone who is smart can tell is edited by a so-damn-bored person. (: not saying you reader are dumb if ya cant see through. actually its simple. you see.. those little icons are so cute and dumb obviously i spend ages choosing em' and obviously look at the amount of changes i did. hmm.. and that so unnatural language that NO ONE would use to type or say in real convos.. get my drift? see.. even as your reading this post, its also really typed outta boredom.
Notice: if you chatted before with me. ever seen me type SO english and so perfect like in msn Or rather EVEN talk like this in real life? lalala.

End of da Post off to rearrange my com.
Purely Outta Boredom Post.
Enjoyed it?
comment? heck if your lazy. just tag me (:

i love you....

days have pass, hours have flown, the time we have together is decreasing. i want you i love you i adore you i want to pamper you. but how? i did confessed, you said you aint ready, but if say again you might think i'm irritating. i'm waiting but how long must i wait? waiting for you feels like i'm waiting for rain in a middle of a drought. i want to feel you i want to love you. how long am i suppose to wait? how am i suppose to feel? what am i suppose to say? \=



I LOVE YOU. \=
Aishiteru.
Jet 'iame

east coast

3rd December
FUN ne.. went to east coast with debra,xinyi,howsun,chengzhia,jia xian, gerald and decy.. though it didnt really ended up quite well.. i end up being itchy all over, debra, encountered something ): and she lost one of the jewel on her clip.. but it was quite fun... ahh!! i'm now my BUTT hurts... damn bike.. we cycled.. up down left right, buang, fell. race. slack. ahaha.. gerald buang, untill his arm and leg kenna. cz and jx buang, jx nothing? cz butt kenna. ahaha. hmm.. decy fell? ahaha.. no more le ba.. even if have i dont know liao..then we went to play water.. makes me wanna go sentosa.. the sand are piercing through my feet, the fucking salty water irritating my eyes. and kids peeing into the water. and fucking lousy toilets. damn, i'm never gonna go east coast to swim. never again.. but quite happy things happened..

HAPPINESS
(:(:(:(:(:
STARS
****
LUCK
+++
MONEY
$$
LOVE
<33333>

survey

Random
x Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says:
with rubber. (o.o????)

x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
plastic bag. =.=

x What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Inuyasha (:

x Without looking, guess what time it is:
3.00am.

x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2.46am

x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear
silence

x When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
erm went out. just now around 10+

x Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at?
maybeline's blog

x When did you last laugh?
today.

x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Crystal if they really allow this name (:

x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Aaron. (: love that name

x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Welcome back (: *with a warm smile on his face*

just finished prince of egypt. ahaha.. NICE MUSIC d= all is last time de movie.. ahaha.. bought too much snacks le.. cannot finish.. also scare fat. LOL,, watch happyily RING!! sms came from soon fook MOST LIKELY. sat got work 10-5.. LOL ahah back to watch movie. after whole thing i upload the snacks picture let you see how greedy i am..
d=

no one's updating!! i'm bored!! nothing new to read! nothing to do! my friends have all gone out with out me!! i feel so bang seh-ed. especially when SHE is going out with them either she act like she din know and hate me this much ahhaa.. nice. not long enough? x2 yourself lor. or she really din know. hmm for me i think is the latter.. i have nothing to do.. i hate her (: okay lets see what can i do.

-watch movies[get from shushu]
-stare at the com aimlessly. [siansationZZ!!!]
-find someone to chat with[most likely sms him x=]
-CHIONG MAPLE. [BO LIAO LOL x=]
-PLAY with makeup!!! [=.= alone not fun de..]
-find hairstyles to tie. [mm maybe..]
-study. [OMG NO!]
-sleep. [oh no]
-house work..[it already half finished..]
-find dota-ers [not in the mood for dota?]
-bake cookies. [hmm have the flour expired?]

huge list but i have no clue what to do..


soo now to make conclusions..
-watch movies.
Need: LOTS OF SNACKS depending on teh amount of dvds..
-find hairstyles to tie.
need: LOTS OF CREATIVITY.
-chat with him (:
Need: handphone! [=

hmm so i'm doing those in order.. i shall go to my uncle house now to get the movies.. and maybe i update later to tell you my progress.. today my day is really too bo liaoz. d=..
off i go be back later (:

i love you i know it. can i try? but i'm scared.
do you like me? wattashi no wakaranai..
anata daisuki wattashi ka? \=? should i try?

i love you

Knowing about this makes me a happy girl (:
i'm HAPPY!
DAISUKI desu yo! (:
muacks!

aslyn- thats when i love you + photos

when you have to look away
when you dont have much to say
thats when i love you.. i love you..
just that way..
to hear you stumble when you speak
to see you walk with two left feet..
thats when i love you.. i love you..
endlessly..
and when your mad cause you lost the game
forgetting i'm waiting in the rain
baby i love you, i love you anyway

chorus

cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cause that when i love you.. i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind.
the more i learn the more i love
the one my heart can't get enough.
thats when i love you
when i love you no matter what.

so when you turn to hide your eyes cause the movie made you cry
thats when i love you.. i love you
a little more each time
and when you cant quite match your clothes
and when you laugh at your own jokes.
thats when i love you.. i love you..
more that you know..

and when you forget we had a date
and the look that you give when you show up late..
baby i love you, i looove you anyway

chorus

cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cause that when i love you.. i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind.
the more i learn the more i love
the one my heart can't get enough.
thats when i love you
when i love you no matter what.

ohhh woooahh...

thats when i love you
when nothing baby..
nothing you do can change my mind..
the more i learn the more i love
the one my heart cant get enough
thats when i love you i love you..
no matter what...

ohhhh ooahhh...
no matter what...

(:

by aslyn -thats when i love you- my current blog song too (:
i found it thanks to gerald.
and i thought it was meaningful
and i want to let someone know i feel these way about him too (:

TIME FOR SOME PICTURES.



^my Drug :D



bestties forever double dosage of X power :D



flute+2(clarinet)+mallets=? [ btw i love this photo (: ]



FLUTE + OBOE = one section forever! even after graduation (:



simple is the key point ! (:

concert night

NOW later

i must make myself remember one point.

i will become a better kid from today onwards.

i will be the kid which will not bother or be a burden to my parents in anyway.

although i am continuing my life as per normal but i will help my papa in any way i can till
mama comes back from china with korkor.



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ok..

now talk about yesterday, our CONCERT night.



first half was bad for me. i totally broke down on mulan's flute soli, and well for der
vogelhandler, the flute soli i was in 'about to break down' state.

well for the second half.. cant say that Inn of sixth happiness was good.. so i'd say it was pretty
okay for 1month of practise. (: the drama was abit lost. but we still managed to make the
audience laugh and at least they will enjoy it a lil' bit. for disney fantasy.. I SUCK!! the mickey
mouse march AHH i messed up!.. dang..I LOVED ABBAGOLD AND SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!

WE PLAYED TOTALLY WELL IN IT! ESPECIALLY SATURDAY NIGHT!



25 november 2006 will always be in my heart forever.





he made all these came true,

he came and planned this for us,

he bitched us till we got it,

he bitch us till we improve,

he taught us the right things to do,

he told us the ways in life,

he had faith in us and stayed patient with us,

he praised us even though we were bad,

he motivates uswith his word,

he makes us change for the better,

he spends lots and lots of time and effort to find the most suitable one for us.

and most of all,

is that we have that strong passion is because he made it become a part of us.



but after all this he is leaving us.

just like that.

how can we be not surprised?

how can we not cry?

how can we bear to see him go?

how can we not try means and ways to get him back to us again?

how can we all not quit?

how can we all not be surprised AND angry?

and how can we not miss him?



but even said all these. the fact he is leaving will not change.. i will not cry i will not be angry.
but i will miss and i will quit. this i what i really would do.. if he leave, that passion in me will disappear with him too. and i will lose interest in it. i dont care about anything. this is made up in me.



25 th November Year 2006