i must make myself remember one point.
i will become a better kid from today onwards.
i will be the kid which will not bother or be a burden to my parents in anyway.
although i am continuing my life as per normal but i will help my papa in any way i can till
mama comes back from china with korkor.
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now talk about yesterday, our CONCERT night.
first half was bad for me. i totally broke down on mulan's flute soli, and well for der
vogelhandler, the flute soli i was in 'about to break down' state.
well for the second half.. cant say that Inn of sixth happiness was good.. so i'd say it was pretty
okay for 1month of practise. (: the drama was abit lost. but we still managed to make the
audience laugh and at least they will enjoy it a lil' bit. for disney fantasy.. I SUCK!! the mickey
mouse march AHH i messed up!.. dang..I LOVED ABBAGOLD AND SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!
WE PLAYED TOTALLY WELL IN IT! ESPECIALLY SATURDAY NIGHT!
25 november 2006 will always be in my heart forever.
he made all these came true,
he came and planned this for us,
he bitched us till we got it,
he bitch us till we improve,
he taught us the right things to do,
he told us the ways in life,
he had faith in us and stayed patient with us,
he praised us even though we were bad,
he motivates uswith his word,
he makes us change for the better,
he spends lots and lots of time and effort to find the most suitable one for us.
and most of all,
is that we have that strong passion is because he made it become a part of us.
but after all this he is leaving us.
just like that.
how can we be not surprised?
how can we not cry?
how can we bear to see him go?
how can we not try means and ways to get him back to us again?
how can we all not quit?
how can we all not be surprised AND angry?
and how can we not miss him?
but even said all these. the fact he is leaving will not change.. i will not cry i will not be angry.
but i will miss and i will quit. this i what i really would do.. if he leave, that passion in me will disappear with him too. and i will lose interest in it. i dont care about anything. this is made up in me.
25 th November Year 2006
Samsung Soul U900.
long ear piece.
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