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all things happen for a reason.. but why cant i find the reason why i'm feeling like this??? i so fucking hate myself!! i wanna cry.. ahhhhh........my body is gonna slowly rot to death.. yay.. my body ain getting better!! i was just lying to myself.. its spreading throughout my body! i cant go to the doctors.. my mama wont allow.. WHY!? i hate myself.. doushite?! DOUSHITE?! DOUSHITE WATTASHI?! wattachi wa WAKARANAI!! i hate this world!.



anata... i miss you..... i really miss you very badly......................................T.T