SUCKY LIFE!!

Lifes. Deaths. Living. Undead. Ghost. Humans. Love. Hatred. Jealously. Sucess. Failure. why did i type this things out?.. = = i dont know.. i'm lost in my own life. What The F*ck am i doing to myself? hais. i dont know what to feel to. with his behavior and stuff that he has. i dont know what to do our think or what ever shit. Failures, is my life. everything i do end up in OnE FAT HAIRY "FAILURE". i'm sick of it. and sick of studying too... but i cant stop studying i gotta think for my future!!.. hais. no mood. no spirit. no nothing. the once innocent mind is now filled with countless lies. countless rubbishs. countless tears. countless HARMFUL STuFFS.... this life suck. completely totally sucks!!!.... i hate it!!
i like you. i know i still do. but somehow, something is telling me to give up.. you aint those guys who hang with girls. you are hard to be connected to. but somehow i still managed to make a connection. somehow i think.. but i feel so stranger to you.. there is a but in everything i thought of.. hais life is just so so miserable and intolerable. AND completely SUCKS.

/end of my story.\

Still slowly wasting my time away............* clock ticking*

*i still like you. hope you know that.* faded whisper

the spark of light slowly fading..