lonely..

i never felt so lonely before.. after today.. i'm really sure.. not one understands me at ALL.. they don't know why i cry... they don't know why i even bothered to create an excuse to use the com and coming online.. they don't know why i'm so irritated.. they say sorry without know what is going on... even if its not their fault.. they just use that word blindly.. no one really know me... no one....on the appearance.. we seemed like best of friend but deep inside they know nothing about me.. totally nothing.. zilch.. haha.. strange.. why i don't feel so lonely until this few days.. all kinds of emotion have gone through me in these few days.. to be exact.. mon till now.. isit me??... i feel stupid.. i feel like an idiot.. i thought.. um.. well it was a guess.. well its wrong.. ha..

dont wanna talk too much.......................

later... aiya.. nevermind..

please don't anyhow assume that the best friends i'm talking about inside is you..

don't ask me about it either after reading that .. you SHOULD know my mood is not so good..