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argh. i don't know what to do anymore.. i'm lost.. totally lost.. zzz.. i'm sian.. tOTALLY SIANZ LIAO.. i don't care.. i don't know you well enough.. and yet i liked you.. i dont know what you are thinking.. zzz.. i want to forget you.. i really don't know what to do.. make me confuse.. make me feel stupid.. make me anxious.. make me excited.. if you ever have the thought of wanting me.. i'm happy.. haha.. but i doubt so.. i'm fat. ugly. lazy. disgusting. clumsy. idoit.. haha.. right??.. i have lost my confidence.. no more.. i'm never gonna like anyone anymore.. not now.. not ever.. you are the last.. i've had it.. xin min's right.. at this age.. it NEVER works.. haha... maybe the next guy.. who ask me for stead is lucky.. i might accept.. for the fun of it.. and to forget about you.. and.. who knows i may go back on my "vow" and fall for that guy!.. hahaa.. well.. there's something like "who knows?.." right?.. x=..



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