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hmm.. then all this while i was thinking too much then.. i was hoping.. and hoping.. but you din.. i guess.. i AM insignificant to everyone.. especially you.. hahaa.. and i was hoping for something else from you.. mm.. ZZz.. i.. i am really very confused!.. i hate boys!!.. raaa!!.. but being a girl is so troublesome too.. ARGH!!.. cant i just die.. save me from all of this misery.. ): i hate myself to every single of my cells.. i suckS.. my life suckS.. everything suckS in my life.. zz.. i should have stayed dumb.. i shouldnt have watch drama series fuck all the producerS.. it made me know about the thing called "like" and "love".. if i didn watch them.. i may still be a dumb and innocent girl reading a book right now.. argh........................................... i'm so damn mixed up right now.. feeling so damn irritated.. i feel like crying.. but if i cry i'll be an idoit.. {: <<== idoit smile
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ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........c'mon!!.. you want to talk to him.. but you are waiting for him to start to talk.. then.. you know he wont start but you still stubbornly stick to your desicion for him to start.. you are getting nowhere!!!..SOB! i KNOW.. but.. NO BUTS.. IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO HIM.. YOU START!!.. i dont know.. aww you are hopeless.. i go eat my bun, dont care you.. ya know.. that voice talk to me also no use de leh.. xD.. *grumble sounds*



eh.. to xin yi.. this post the "talking to yourself" copy you hor.. hope you dont mind.. (:


XUANLE (:
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