what the fuck is wrong with my personality?

i feel weird.. why cant anything just go smoothly for me.. why cant anyone be just neutral to me.. am i so good to be hated.?

to .. : when and what did i offend you, and in what way?and who are you to say deardear like that.. and do you know baka has a similar meaning as baichi? so in that case its the same as typing baichi baichi. which just sounds stupid..and you typed twited. were trying to disguise yourself so i wont ever know who you are? if thats the case. its pointless.if thats the way you type. i have nothing to say except that the fact that you are a twit and i simply dislike twits. and the way you phrase your whole sentence is weird. okay. i dont want to offend anyone.. and please laa. if he'd wanna fuck me why would he find me? is not like i'm particularly sexy in anyway.. and its not like i am so damn chio right? i admit i'm not ugly but at least i look decent right?and if he defined me as an easy target. wouldn't he tried to fuck me already? and please laa.. do you even know us or you are just a damn bored passerby? or you were those previous anonymous taggers who insulted me? if you are.. am i that fun to be provoked? i dont think so.. i dont give a damn about those and i just say them awhile and i forget about them..

SERIOUSLY.
am i a damn fucking bitch that everyone loathes?
but really laa i cant really find a reason to related those irritating tags that had insulted and indirectly insulted me.. for this one.. i simply cant find any.. of all the couples in singapore. why me? maybe i should stop tagging in my tagboard and let them just say whatever they want in there? ahaha.. or should i stop blogging?
anyway i'm not much of a great blogger just a typical girl-next-door type of post.
i have much prefered to read blogs than to update em'..

and whats wrong with girls buying rings for boys?
let people laugh at the girls only?.. i hate those kind of boys.. says stuff without thinking about how hurt the girl will feel.. why must it be always the boys to buy the stuffs?.. why cant the girls buy stuffs?.. i dont understand.. girls buy boys buy wont it be the same?.. the stuff will still be there right?.. boy buy girl buy.. its just the matter of taste.. and everything boy buy is old fashion sweet but the must is simply just unreasonable laa..

oh yea. i'm a virgo. i'm bossy type i want perfection. i trust my judgement. and i have my own believes. i want to do alot of stuffs. i trust my taste in things. i believe that whether girls or boy buy thing for each other.. its sweet.. and i will not say its the thought that count. its just simply sounds stupid now.. but i also have my sensitive side too you know.. to *** you : you didn want to help me thats fine.. but you din have to say things to hurt me right?.. i never met you before.. need you say such words to indirectly laugh and insult me? i dont really know you that well how would i know if you said that was meant jokingly anot.. and after that i asked you a question but you din reply me.. whats your point of sayng that sentence to me then?

why is my life so miserable?.. i wanna cry.. i wanna die.. why cant my life just be peaceful? maybe i should seriously think about stopping to blog.. after blogging so long what did i receive in return?... endless ruthless insults hurled at me.. what did i exactly do?? sec 1 i was hated my everyone just because i like a boy and was scolded a slut cause i like that guy.. what did i do? i just innocently liked him! thats all!.. sec 2 my mum scolded me whole day cause i was with my friends and i suffered from negative-ness.. and now sec 3 i still get bitched in my flute playing and how i act like a senior and how i behave and how i study.. sometime i wish i would be all alone so i can dont care about anyone else and i can just care about myself only.. or better end my miserable life.. saving me from this fucking world's torturing.. and now because of me... dear.. got insulted? ahhh.. maybe i should really just stop blogging and delete my blog..