she sucks

OH great. she love to see me cry. she loves my swollened eyes what for?! why didn she just aborted me when she was having me?! and now insulting me like a piece of fucking shit?! she dont understand me. you prefer him and want me to be like him. SORRY LA i cant cause i'm not him!!! even thought you say him until so good.. have you ever thought that he too have rebeled against you till you damn angry before?? i'm not the only one leh!! and please laa.. kill me laa.. i dont want to suffer anymore..my life is hopeless, my heart is confused, my mind is exploding and my body is sick. and how come i still feel so FUCKING VEX and STRESSED EVEN AFTER I TRIED TO SLACK?! this sucks.. can someone just end my life ?. no one understands. not even myself.

its hopeless.