till this day i think of all the wrong things i do.. it made me feel so....dumb, idiotic & small.. is there anyone who can really feel wanted in their life? the kind of feeling i'm now receiveing is making me feel very unwanted and left out.. and thus going out to work and sacrificing the time with you all to get what i want ain't it better? what i want to do.. aint your probs.. i din force you all to come with me but you all force your opinion on me.. how did you all want me to react? be normal and accept all your negative advices? or what give attitude and say

" i dont care i still want to do it.."

and make all of you fucking pissed off? haha of course accept all your negative advices! yea.. then make my self fucking pissed off.. ahh ENOUGH!


EXAMS! AHH HEADACHE! i dont care anymore.. i just study all i can.. and do my best i dont care what other people say.. at least i myself know i had done my best.. so even when people say i lousy leh.. i dumb leh i can say

" i dumb.. ya.. but at least i've done my best.."

at least all my effort was in this test papers.. but... of course hope for the best, reach for the sky! =D
MY AIM: be promote, stay in express class.. without caring its 3a or 3b, mdm kurusamy or mr tham, DnT or 'A' maths !! i at least want to up to sec 3!! so by aiming for this i will now go back to do my last revision for tmr lit and eng compo.. someone save me and help me pass my eng!!.. )'=