hopes

hope my life will be better.. i hope that nothing can make me me mad at you again..

this message is about jacky.. i know he will not see this.. well can say forever but at least for now..

i want to thank him. but i hate him. but then again. i think he is
cute. ahaha.. dumb right?
i want to thank him because he always helps me out just like what a
gentleman would do..[woahh jacky.. gentle man? LOL] but ya.. ABIT.. ahaha.
i hate him.. because he always guai lan me.. when no customer i would look
behind and he say kua simi?! =.= that is very guai lan..
he is cute.. because he just makes me feel that he is cute.. (:
conclusion. nothing!~ ahaha~..

ahaha i dont know why i type the message about him here where if people see people might misunderstand.. =.= but aiya heck.. maybe because ytd night i dreamt of him.. and only him.. =.= and its a lan shop somemore.. and i dreamt i went to his house..=.=

the thought that i'm always making someone feel upset or angry or even sad.. makes me guilty..i shouldnt be so childish.. i shouldnt be so naive.. i shouldnt be so selfish.. the fact that when he made a new friend and stopped smsing me.. i think so much.. haizz.. nevermind what is over is over.. i must be more.... aiya.. i ont know what i talking liao lah.. =.=
all i want to say is...

GERALD i'm sorry

now the time is 1.30am
time for me to get ready to sleep.
mina san.. oyasuminasai~ (: