plain SIAN-ness

tadaima!~

plain sian-ness.. nothing to do, no one's blog to read because no one is updating, nowhere to go and not enough money.. haiz.. life in singapore is just so sian.. sick of life here.. i want to try everything interesting.. everything i wanted to be.. i want highlight blue or red and gold in my hair.. i want to buy coloured contacts.. i want to have piercing in my tongue..i want to be the bad girl that everyone loves not hate.. but not love until want jio me that kind i just want people to accept me for who i am.. and how i act no matter what.. and i now ont want to have a stead.. liking someone is enough.. (: if the some one likes you back.. doesnt have to stead right? stead just makes a status that declares that "YOU ARE MINE!" =.= doesnt it makes sense? you can go out one on one without steading.. and doesnt mean you go out with that person you like him.. sorry if i offended anyone here..crying dont help, shouting dont help trying to figure out the problem helps alot.. (: i learn from my mistake.. never cry alone outside and espacially outside school :dumb move girl..: cause you never know who you might expect walking that route home.. and sees you sobbing away alone on one side..

hmm is the haze getting better? ahaha should be.. i dint notice much about the haze.. but only thing that i hate about the haze is that it made me sick..haha damn you indos.. LOL..

maybe its fate maybe its destiny.. but who ever knows that you would ever cross path with someone you really cherish and care for.. from your dear ones to strangers. did you ever wonder why were you all destined to meet each other.. even that few seconds can make you remember him or here forever.. maybe just the stupid move he did.. or that heroic stuff.. or even maybe he is just plain cute or handsome..but if both of you from strangers suddenly became friends.. you must cherish the time you have with them.. life is unpredictable..you will never know when your paths will ever cross again..

to the person i like : i like you.. (: after you graduate.. who knows when we might meet or talk again.. so i want to treasure all this time to bug and occupy you with stuffs to do.. (: you might gonna think i'm irritating after that.. but who knows when will i be able to bug and annoy you anymore? right? in this message i want to say wattashi wa.. aishiteru desu yo. (:

loving each and every moment with you (:

kisses and hugs filled with choco and sweets bring you to slumber land perfectly and makes you fall in love with sleeping.

thats why i still dont love sleeping (: cause my dosage is only lower half of it.. (:

XUANLE (:
aishiteru anata <3