i'm a emo kid.

my heart do not welcome guys anymore.


i'm not welcoming love, neither guys.
into my heart anymore.
i hate love, hate BGR.
i hate myself.

i will continue living till i fail myself and go suicide or die in an accident.

yes, i'm serious.
its miserable and painful to live a life of failure right?

i will try to cheer up.
yes, try.

spending time with minhui chatting made me felt better,
but its just about a little percent of my troubles and frustrations.
i can never open up.
i don want to.

sorry for this and previous emo emo post.


and tmr i'm going to airport to see off leo.
even though i don even talk to him.