something out of nothing.

beans are your best friends of all, cause they are beans! - xuan 4:11

okay lets create a post that starts from nothing to something.. i cant get to sleep.. i just cant.. somethings bothering me and i can't figure it out what is it.. okay.. this weekend what i have done is..

• go out
• walked a mall.
• played arcade
• wasted money
• spent tons of money on junk food.[junk foods are EVIL..]
• sleep
• sleep
• sleep
• sleep
• and more sleep!
• and mugging of homework but i don't seem to be doing any of those.
• and realizing some stuffs..

okay i shall reveal some of the stuff i have realized.
first of is

• how i envy and admire some of the people living in such enjoyable lifes and how they are simply-think-that-they-want-better-lifes..
• i found out how my brother can be so sweet and have romantic ideas..
• how i have not been acting my age..
• AND how much i need to be alone and think things through or just simply sleep.

oh yea.. did i say that today i slept a total of 15 hours. excluding the 1 hr break. oh my god man.. and 2 hours with out air-con! LOL but the blanket made it felt like there was air-con. oh how i love my blanket. hmm, speaking of blanket.. anyone know how many decades my blanket has not been washed?! OMG.. but i still love it.. no other blankets felt as good as that. i shall name it. BLANKIE LOL omg. but its name it shall.

it was state under i-0-logy under sayoko 3:18 that whenever xuanle names anything, it name it shall be.. 3:19 and will it stays as that name forever it shall solely depend on xuanle's decisions only.
OMG when did i start this bible copyright crap? ahaha a shit laid by a pope is holy. xD that is one joke i can never forget.. err.. getting outta topic..

weird how my fingers type out these thing just as i think of them.. ahaha.. nice.. and now imagine a computer systems that runs with finger but not yours but a man-made one and it writes what ever you think. oh and it must comes with a on/off ability. ahaha imagine you thinking of kissing your crush and the fingers take a pen and write it on their hand. ahaha!

OHH KAY what was i talking about earlier? oh ya blankets... what about em'? oh ya MY blankie.. so yea.. it feels good.. hmm what wuz i gonna continue with? oh well start something else then..

oh yea i stated above that i realized how i have not been acting my age.. really! i am now still so slacky just like in sec 2 ya know, i barely make it to sec 3.. kinda.. cause of my English.. i bucked up at the last min.. if i din i would be hanging with deh na peeps. aint no offense here.. \= but if i had worked harder in the beginning of the year till the end of the year i bet my grades coulda been on par with gerald's x=.. gahh.. nahh.. who i'm i kidding most likely on par with xinyi's english pros..
maybe continue tmr.
MAMA is EVIL

Continued on 22 jan..

my com broke down ytd. din know what happened..
fucking internet?

omg my sinful indulgence is back!!
ICE-CREAM,CHEESE,
SWEETS AND MY ALL-TIME FAV MILK choco! Omg.. zzz..
God will banish me to hell for this.
and devils would welcome me with warm bloody claws. -.-
ohh how lame can i get.

icecream!!.. is something when i'm unhappy..
and today i was craving for em' what was i unhappy about? o.o
hmm heck ar..

took neoprints with xin! omg we are so bo liao and lamee..
but we've got a cute side too!
i shall post those pictures next time..

right now i'm waiting for my bro to come back..
for what?.. hmm.. OH YA change handphone..
\= i wonder is it a better good for me or for my bro?

a lazy bug got under my skin. i have no motivation to blog already..

hmm.. at least i made something outta nothing! =D