lonely life..

This is a complain from me ahaha..[[i knew this would happen, i had saw that coming. Haha, its human nature, right? To favour the ones you like better, and better till neglecting the rest and dont realise it. i know we were good friends. Your attitude towards me have changed, i doubt you have yet to realise it, but it has change till it made me dont want to care anymore.. The feeling is making feel very very tired. You have pointed out lots of times and hinted me lots of times how important she was to you, but i dint care much till yesterday. And your attitude changed, so is mine, my attitude has become cold and unfriendly. Pardon me if find me offensive, but thats just me. I hate to have the feeling of being used, and you have made me felt that feeling. Last time you were a Major part of my life and welcoming you with open arms, and now i'm using all my might to push you out of my life. Not in the sense of forgetting you or what but its just changing the way i see you and treat you. I know this sound stupid but i think alot and i am petty! understand that! ]]

PLEASE after you see that message above don't come after me to ask. "heyy! you talking about me arr??" Damn, its annoying. If you think its you its you if you think its not its not. Who cares anyway?! i'm just voicing my opinion out..

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I am missing you each and every day! why? whY? wHY? I want you to talk to me more and notice me more i know i'm asking for alot but i'm just a simple school girl that have a liking for you. Is it not natural to ask for so much? And anyway, i, myself, know all the things i wished for wont actually happen. Just looking at you, i can straight turn pink. Look at me, i'm not smiling? i am a girl, ya know? i blush too, i'm not brave like other girls that can easily talk to the people that they are attracted to. I dont know how you feel about me, i am not you. i dont know how boys will react, i am not a boy. The hopes that i have is slowly shattering away...

XUANLE
SHANNELLORAUWOX.
Today: Pessimistic