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wow, look at that. you have soured your friendship just because you were depressed and angry, and most of all, reckless. why must you always think about the bad stuffs? cant you be happy once? not even one day? even at night, you cry your heart out. but after that what can you do? you still have to solve the problem you are crying for, right? bottling up things in your heart is not healthy, ya know? even though you have type some of your problems here. but its not all, i can tell. nowadays i can see the restlessness in your eyes, its always there. even when you laugh, its not your real laughter. the girl knew last time wasnt like this. stop hurting yourself mentally. it makes me sad.

i miss ya smile.

to a person who is so damn precious to me. :)