i was thinking.

yoyo.. so long never post. anyone miss my post mah?.. haha..

ok back to topic.
i was thinking.. why did i come go school for?
what my house meant to me?

ok. not much questions. haha. but it made me think alot man. cause me to pang seh friends today. )): sadd. haha
first. why do i come to school for?.. " study lah! common sense!" = =. duh i know that i'm dumb. but not that dumb. i was asking this because i come to school. i'm not studying at all. sleep. talk. look outside(shuai ge == got meh..) hais. then go out hang. wtf.
secondly. then what was my house to me. " to sleep lah!!" "home!!" "family" "just to sleep and eat and get money lor" but the right answer to the question to me would be. the house have our family and is our home. not just like a free hotel go in sleep and go out in the morning. and it goes on... but the problem is. i only go home to play com. get money eat. and sleep. i don't really talk to my parent share my good or bad day with them.. the house to me is like nothing. i dont know what to do.. i want to hang with my friends.. but in the same time i want to go home. but when i go home. my mother never fails to find a reason to scold me or beat me. so to me its abit not like home already..
how should i change my attitude?. how should i change my point of view? should i forget him or should i not?. haha troubled me.


troubled.
xuanle.
loves him.(: