too emotional.

whats is this feeling...
i hate this feeling...
yes, its loathsome...
i been having this feeling since that day...
why is that so...
i feel very uncomfortable...
very irritated...
no longer that happy girl...
back to the negative side?
GAHHH! STOP IT XUANLE...
i don want to go back to square one...
you know how horrible it feels already...